Countless times I’ve been excited from the chance of great things to come. I’ve envisioned the possibilites only to have those visions fades as if they were just a dream.

Rather than get upset, next time it happens (because it surely will) look not from an angle of despair but from that of great optimism.

I think of it as a way to keep my fatih and ambition steady in the forefront when doubt is lingering in the background.  It’s a helpful reminder to follow through with aspirations & to not let doubt distract from accomplishing goals.

That unexpected e-mail, call, offer wasnt to get you hopes up but to keep your hopes up. You may have been slacking on your grind or losing focus on the goals. Whats for you is waiting, but not ready for you just yet. This is Gods way of reminding us that just like that things can change in our favor.  Turn that feeling of despair to gratitude because those who are left sleeping always miss their stops.

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-Grand Hustle

“Getting Dirty”

Lyrics by: Nicolus Brown, Victoria Perisico, Isiah Forde

Mixed and Mastered by: Papa Asante

Intro

We like to Rock this Party all night long

We Pouring drinks until the break of dawn

Ladies is looking Pretty, fellas lets get these biddys

People we getting silly, people get your hands up

We like to Rock this Party all night long

We Pouring drinks until the break of dawn

Ladies is looking Pretty, fellas lets get these biddys

People we getting silly, getchya get your hands up

Verse1

i see u over there all alone

ya head down on your iphone

not knowing which way to go

got ya girl i dont care nobody has to know

see u looking me up and down

better hope shes not around

pull me closer dont make a sound

hold me tight make it right and lets hit the town

Bridge

dont hold back give me some more

leave your heart on the dance floor

tonights the night that we go strong

you and me well do it all night long

stay in the the zone till the djs gone

with your fresh kicks and my louboutins

feeling good djs playing my jam

screw all the haters this is who i am

Chorus

tonight you dont have to worry

we’re on the floor and its getting blurry

bottles popple like were in a hurry

goose in the cup and we’re getting dirty

Verse 2

swing ya hips from side to side

raise your hands cause you feel alright

put your body in the spotlight

turn around break it down we only got tonight

let the music take all control

while the rhythm seeps in your soul

pull me closer your on a roll

turn around break it down come on lets go

Chorus

tonight you dont have to worry

we’re on the floor and its getting blurry

bottles popple like were in a hurry

goose in the cup and we’re getting dirty

Verse 3

Can I go slow with the flow, drinkin that goose but its mixed with the coco

Fly as hell, tags on everything, polo. Cop chicks and you know I do it solo

Cancun and even in the pocnos, think shorty wanna poke

Uh-Oh

Wanna kiss with no, misceltoe, wanna lick my stick Ri-ri-real low

But you know how I get  Yes Ima pro.

Two chick Tuesday check the flick yo

Nick Brown Online baby click go

When I do what I does bet yall know

That the swagga wont stop making hits yo

Not a rapper but I does spit tho

Ladies looking right so we’re bout to take a flight cuz I love em all night and your know we’re getting dirty

Chorus

tonight you dont have to worry

we’re on the floor and its getting blurry

bottles popple like were in a hurry

goose in the cup and we’re getting dirty

Intro

We like to Rock this Party all night long

We Pouring drinks until the break of dawn

Ladies is looking Pretty, fellas lets get these biddys

People we getting silly, people get your hands up

We like to Rock this Party all night long

We Pouring drinks until the break of dawn

Ladies is looking Pretty, fellas lets get these biddys

People we getting silly, getchya get your hands up

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No matter how long it has taken or how it came about, God has never failed me, ever. Every single thing I have felt and saw myself accomplish has happened. I’m not talking about playful hopes and wishful dreams, but the real deal feeling and knowing of something actually taking place. As I am about to embark on new opportunity I can’t help but thinking “wow, I actually envision this very moment a while ago”.  There are many things we want that don’t end up happening for us or the way we intend them to. Think about the things you have actually felt happening before they did. The things that meant so much to you it would be all you could dream of. It might not have played out the exact way you intended but that was only in order to make the end result even better than envisioned. He has never failed you. Remember that. What are some things you have wanted to happen and saw come to past miraculously? Share your stories if you believe he has never failed you.

Nick Brown

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In my readings today I was made to ask myself the question of how do I see my life. I feel that throughout my life I have been consistent in the way I have perceived it. I grew up hearing many different views on how life was. The older people in family view life as being “hard”. To them your always a victim of the things happeing around you. I’ve realized that mindset can actually be true if you believe in it enough. What happens is when you view yourself as the victim and never having control of your surroundings, you actually do become a victim of life by your own doing. You do very little to change outcomes and assert your will. That lack of optimism keeps you in a state of submission. You submit to all that happens, constantly blaming life.

Some may view life as a dance, with twists, turns, highs and lows. I think whatever metaphor you use to view life is fine as long as it contains hope. The older I get I change my views on life. When I was younger I didn’t think much about life to be honest. I thought about the day to day operation and what consisted of living, but never a worldly spectrum. I always felt that we are had  destined to do something but never gave much thought on how the discovery of what that was took place. Everyday we awake is an opportunity to come closer to the manifestation of that destiny by learning and growing from the day before. In what a friend once perceived as a head to head competition in sports, I said to him “Im not trying to be better than you, but a better me from yesterday”.

There is no one way to view life. There are many. Take note of the journey. Approach everyday with greater insight than the previous. Strive to achieve. Trust in yourself and your faith. Knowing that the possibilities are endless is very important. Whether you make the best of a bad situation or the best of a good situation..life is what you can make it from whatever situation. Life has many trials and tribulations that test you. These test are there to sharpen your sword of character. Change your view on the world as you know it, and change your life, the world will surely show it.  ( I didn’t mean for that to rhyme lol)

I’d like to know how do you see your life? What are the metaphors you use to describe it and how does that shape the way you carry on living.

Grand Hustle,

Nick Brown

@NickBrownOnline

Options are good. When I was child multiple choice test use to be my shit. At 16 I started driving, no longer was I subjected to just the metro north, but I had the option of taking my car into the city. Options are cool for the most part. What happens when your options don’t share a vast difference? When the multiple choice test answers all look as if they could be the right one? You get stuck. If your like me you leave the answer blank thinking “I’ll come back to it” hand in the test only then realizing you forgot to go back and decide on a answer for the question. That 25% chance you had at a correct answer went to 0% simply because your options crippled you in making a decision, but why? Is it your lack of decision making or fear of failure that pulls the rug from under your feet of options.

The map of life becomes a pleasurable road to travel when there are not that many of them to wear you out. Your options are blessings. Wether your options bring your comfort or confusion behind each one is the path to the right choice. It’s up to you to choose. You can fail yet grow, but if you never go, you never know.

Grand Hustle.

Nick Brown

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Had this dream the other day…

The lord said, “I ask many things of many people. They go through pain, fear, lost and much more in order for them to get to the place I have reserved for them. All I ask of you is patience. It will be your greatest struggle and most triumphant victory. All I ask of you is patience”

“Am I asking for too much?”

Whatever he asks of you is specifically designed to make YOU the best you possible. Do not let present treats distract you from future fortunes. Continue to get better and let go of the how and when..

I’m there with you..I’m desperately trying to practice what I preach..Grand Hustle

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BOOK COMING SOON..Entitled “Who’s the Crazy One?”

Im sure by now you all know Tony Parker and Eva Longoria are getting a divorced. Just another celebrity couple marriage fallen to the trenches of infidelity. Allegedly he was caught having inappropriate text message conversations with a former teammates wife, hinting at an ongoing affair. That is a whole separate issue that I will probably address in another blog. Eva Longoria is one of, if not the baddest chick in Hollywood. She is sexy as hell!! So the news of him cheating really shocked me. I love woman just like the next man, and even I can tell you there has got to be a point of where you say, “nah this isnt worth it” I talk about this in more depth through an ACTUAL REAL story from a friend in my Book “Whos the Crazy One?” out in 2011. Tiger cheated on his wife. Eric Bonet cheated on Halle Berry. I mean for Petes sake shes fucking Halle Berry!? SO what is wrong with these guys? Are men just never satisfied????? Well I have the answer to that..which I will speak about in another blog haha But seriously..I got the thinking.. these dudes got some of the baddest chicks in the world and by chicks I mean Halle and Eva.. sorry Tigers wife looks like 95% of the chicks I see on Spring Break. This really made me think. The only conclusion I could come up with is…. “If I had the baddest/powerful chick in the world, I would cheat because _________”

The Sex was WAK!

Sexual Chemistry goes so much deeper than just appearance. Im not afraid to admit some of the most memorable sexual encounters I have had were not with the girls I would bring home to mom. What is it about those girls that drives guys wild? Some say they try harder because they have much more to prove.

We love our lady in the streets and freak in the sheets thats for sure. If you can go from a princess to a dirty slut, we are sold. Do you think these women of such superstar caliber like Halle and Eva are very particular about their bedroom behavior which in turns makes these guys want to stray to find  less attractive but more sexually appealing partners? Or do you think that either way a man whos going to cheat will cheat no matter what the girl brings to the table?  I want to know.For example..Lauren London is GORGEOUS, classy,..but even though Jwoww to me looks trashy, I’d never consider wifing it and I’d probably stand the chance of my dick burning off..She could still probably get it! lol.  So whats that about? Where does that come from.. feel free to voice your opinion

- Nick Brown

@NickBrownOnline

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I think I first heard the term “Walk of Shame” my freshman year of college. If you were wearing clothing from the night before and were not leaving but coming to your own home..it was obvious you forgo-ed your bed last night for someone elses. In my freshman year of college we would always be able to spot those on their “walk of shame” through the quads, an area surround by 4 of the major dorms. People would shout you out to let you know they saw you creeping and knew where you were coming from. Maybe you did have something to hide or maybe you didnt. Either way the attention was something you did not want, so people started to develop clever alternate routes to get from dorm to dorm without walking to through the crowd of the quads. LOL.

When I did Real World Hollywood if there was ever a “shot” they never missed, was the opportunity to capture the sleepover buddies way out from bed to door, literally. The Camera guy would hover over us in the morning and simply just wait. Its not like we were doing anything at that point but sleeping, but you could always feel their presence over you. Make-up smeared, eyeliner runny and the look of confusion upon their face, I can only imagine this was not the time any girl would want to be on camera. Nevertheless as I walked them to the door wearing an old shirt of mine (yes I am that good of a guy) with their heels in hand I would leave them with a hug and words of reassurance..”So, I guess I’ll call you?”

What makes “the walk of shame” shameful? Whats so shameful about having a great night and doing you? Back in my day I would do the electric slide all the way home..sometimes even topping it off with the running man.

But If it’s that serious and you would like to alleviate some of the anxiety that the walk of shame may bring here are a few things I have learned over the years:

1. Fix Up Nice: comb your hair, fix your clothes, and wash your face. Cool water on the face keeps down some of the swelling as well as gives you a nice fresh look.

2. Give em The Deuces: Earlier you leave, the less people awake, the less humiliation bullets to dodge.

3. Take the Back door: Like our alternate routes through te quads, find an alternate route with less traffic to your home. Walk the stairs, instead of the elevator,  use a side door instead of the front.

4. Be Gangsta about it: Walk with your head high and with a look of empowerment. People will look at you with more of sense of dominance rather than submission.

What are your “Walk of Shame” stories and advice? I want to hear them!!!

Till next time snitches!

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***BOOK COMING SOON!!!! “Whos the Crazy One?!***********

We look at people and rate them at face value. That’s kind of how we are programmed. What you see is what you get. Very seldom do we take the time to peel away the layers to see what is at the core of the person. Why or why not? Usually because you figure this person has nothing to offer you by the look of things. Maybe you have something you could offer them?

A while back I met this guy who was very timid, quiet, and maybe didn’t fit society’s definition of “normal”. a friend of mine referred to him as “weird” and I corrected that same friend and said I didn’t think he was weird, just insecure. There was much more to him than what met the eye and he wasn’t outwardly comfortable with letting people know that.

I had the chance of sitting with this individual and talking to him about life,work, love and so much more. Now if you had asked me prior to this conservation I would have guessed this guy was probably a virgin who had never been anywhere outside the state and who probably sat home on his computer playing video games all day. In that short amount of time I learned he had lived in brazil, Canada, Mexico, backpacked through Japan, Europe, had a daughter, spent a lot of time volunteering for habit for humanity, had teachings in yoga, Pilates, ballroom dancing, taekwon doe and so much more.

I was literally blown away by the things this “simple” individual had experienced sitting in front of me. He had been more places, seen more things than even a more outgoing person would have in double the time. He was also dealing with a lot of emotional baggage over the years which I feel is why he has become this timid, quiet soul. The conversation got so deep that at times he seemed to be getting a little choked up.

We pass people by too often who we deem a waste of time. Is it a waste of your time if you have time to waste? Can you be the spark they are desperately seeking? I guess what I’m trying to say is deeper than don’t judge a book by its cover, but strive to be better by not what you take but what you leave. Leave great impressions, an open ear to the world and an open soul to sky. They say when you leave this world you can’t take anything with you so get as much as you can now. But if we can concentrate on leaving the unique things we have that make us who we are as people, that can and will last forever.

Grand Hustle Pimp

Nick Brown

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